how do i hands

this is how my studies of the day usually look like... i was thinking- art is exactly like a video game for me. it's hard to explain, but when i get down how to draw lines flowy, it's sorta like... learning a combo in a fighting game. or a damage cycle in world of warcraft. oh  but i've gotten really lazy lately because i've started playing my DS again (heart gold and phoenix wright, CURSE YOU!!)

im rambling

im having such a hard time trying to learn hands. hands and heads, 2 things ive studied and practiced in depth from anatomy to proportion to gesture but i still dont "get." I just cant draw a darn hand from my head!!